Somethings wrong & someone asks me about it. Like, I want to tell them but at the same time, I don’t. I end up having to make a choice, and I usually choose not to tell them. Only because, it’s hard pouring out my feelings to someone now a days. I don’t think they’ll understand me and they’ll probably think I’m stupid for crying over a little reason. If I don’t tell them, they’d get mad & act like I’m hella messed up. Just because they supposedly tell me “everything” and I can’t do the same. I just wish they understood why I’m like that. & It’s not that there’s something wrong with them or anything, it’s just that I have trust issues. & I don’t think I’m ever going to gain trust in so much people again, like I used too.
Friday Dec 12 @ 10:19pm